Las cosas no son como uno cree....

A veces queremos hacer las cosas de una manera lo mas sencilla posible, sin complicaciones y intentando tener las menores dificultades posibles..pero las cosa nos siempre salen como uno cree que van a salir, mi intencion tal y como soy es intentar en la medida de lo posible hacer feliz a las personbas que me rodean y sobretodo a aquellas a las que amo, cierto es que no soy perfecta..tengo que admitir que tengo un gran caracter, y que a veces hago sufrir a la gente que mas me quieren..luego me arrepiento y pido perdon...pero mi mayor pecado es que aunque me de cuenta de que lo he hecho mal, en cuando me vuelve a salir la vena de cabreada..no pienso en las disculpas que e pedido anteriormente y vuelvo a cometer los mismos errores...soy un ser humano, consciente de las cosas que hago, pienso y digo...pero de las imperfecciones se vive y se aprende cada dia, por eso me gusta recordar cada dia y en los momentos en los que estoy triste, o deprimida, que tengo gente a mi alrrededor que me cuidan, me quieren y se preocupan por mi..por eso se que nunca estoy sola. =) gracias a aquellos que me entienden y me soportan ;)

Making a new day

I can´t believe how the time it´s making fast..just a few months ago i went to USA with my brother and my sister in law, she was pregnant and i was so glad about it, i have been tree months studing english, the GED test and how i can be a better person..and..i did it! wel..my english is not perfect how you can see..but i will progres about it..now my life it´s completly different..i´m living in spain, with my parents, the next week im going to turn 18, and here this age it´s so important..i have boyfriend..he is so important for me..since i know him, he make me feel an important person, he make me feel special like anyone make feel that before.Her name is Oscar, he´s 21 years old, her is from San Fernando, a little town near to mine.He´s working on a fabric with cat litter, he think it´s a good job, he liked..i´m happy now my my lifestyle, i love my family althoug sometimes i´m a crazy teenager..i have to think more about my life..my future, my studies, my friends, my family...everything!i´m so lucky because i know i have a lot of people who they love me so much! and i can feel it! they make me know that every day.i´m really greatefull to everybody who make me feel happy every day!

today, is my day! i´ll started my notebook

Tuesday, 9.feb.2o10

Today my wish and dream is to learn English until I can fully understand a person. Every day i´ll be writing about my day. I have a notebook for writing in Spanish every day, and this is for writing in English, so I´ll be able to progress more and more. I am going to have a young woman´s activity, and I hope it goes well.

Today I wanna talk about my girls, they are my life... they make my life very special, because if I didn´t have them, I couldn´t feel well. They are four: the first Judith,she is like my cousin; the second Cristina she is like my sister, because she is always helping me; the third Macarena, she was always with me at school, when I didn´t have any friends; and the fourth, Mirella, she always appears when I most need her. They are my angels. I don´t feel alone anymore, because I know they are always there for me. So now, I am really far from them, but I know I can always count on them. I love my girls!

See you tomorrow! bye